I'm not really in the mood to write, but I do need to get it out of my system.
Okay, so a couple of days ago Dave gave me the go ahead to start house shopping. No problem. He gave me a budget and requirements - let's say a budget of $X and requirements of four bedrooms or three bedrooms and an office.
I start looking. I find a couple of very good possibilities. I examine woodwork and review floor plans. Unfortunately for the most part Dave's requirements are $X + $20k minimum.
So tonight we finally sat down and I told him for what he wants, we're going to be $X + $20k. He insists that we should be able to get what he wants for $X.
So screw it, I'm quitting looking. He refuses to even go look at anything that's $X + $20k or even $X + $15k, so I give up. I've had it. I'm so upset I just walked away from him.
For $X, we should just as well keep the tiny thing that we have rather than buy a new/different one, because we would have the same freaking square footage, just arranged differently with a bigger house payment.
I mean, I don't want a huge house. I just want something bigger.
I hate being this frustrated. All I want to do is cry. I feel as though I've had something dangled in front of my face and now I can't have it. Something that I wanted very badly.
But what really pisses me off is I'll bet that we have a 2 story 2 stall garage by the end of the freaking summer, because that's what he wants. Rrrrrrgh.
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